Sometimes I don't know how I would get through the day without Brian and Justin I write whole stories about them in my head when I can't sleep and it almost always relaxes me enough that I drift off. Sadly most of the stories are lost that way. When I'm sitting in the doctor's offices waiting, for HOURS, I think about a day in their lives in one of the million little Brian and Justin universes I have in my head. When I'm stressed I brainstorm story ideas to get my mind off of whatever is bothering me. When I'm depressed or lonely or just want something comforting I watch and episode or five.