OMG - that is the same for me only of course you said it much better than I ever could have.
I was concerned that loving Brian before he showed all of the redeeming qualities that brought some of my friends on board the Brian Love Boat made me a little bit of a masochist. Which really seems like it should be an all or nothing deal...
I am impressed such a devoted Justin lover summed up my dysfunctional love for Brian so well. Thanks!