There are two of us here. I'm Nicki and my friend's name is arrow. We started out with the same fandoms, but we have both different focuses now. Nevertheless we have always kept a soft spot for any of our fandoms.
The icon shows where my love lies and it seems as if this love is meant to stay. Qaf has opened a whole new phase of comprehension for me and ever since we have been introduced to it (we got to know about it via lennongirl when season 2 was airing, but as my priorities lay elsewhere I heard about the BJ love long before I saw it. We got our first DVD on a holiday trip in LA, it was season 3, so that was the first we were watching. Boy, was I confused with that kind of introduction. We ordered the first two pretty fast and were watching like addicts. And that was that too me. I followed season 4 and 5 the way most of us non-Americans did and was quite devastated by the end - Not only because of the whole BJ thing, but because of the fact that no story line really made sense to me any more. Justin's wishes seemed to be out of character, the same way as the break-up of all friendships. I missed the easy-going way, the banters, the fun. Everything in S5 seemed to be artificially constructed. I followed the rants from afar in lurkerland and only really started to make comments when many people seemed to have moved on.
Qaf has been liberating for me on so many levels and I always thought that maybe lots of people here feel the same way. That is what it is all about for me, well and maybe for this deep all- consuming love I have for Justin.
I don't come here every day, as I am still over there at LJ, but I always check.