I come from lotR and lotrips land. i still love lord of the rings and the boys in the fellowship, but as my fandom dwindled i felt disappointed most days on el jay and decided to see what would happen if i took a two week hiatus, including not even thinking about elijah wood and his many fake-person incarnations.
what happened was that i accidentally became utterly obssessed with queer as folk, or more accurately brian/justin, b/c to be honest i started fast forwarding other characters scenes once i got to S4 and S5, but that has as much to do with the fact that i viewed the entire complere series within the length of two weeks (a different two weeks, from the hiatus mentioned above). and i just. couldn't ever wait to see what happened with b/j, especially since i heard they might be getting married. whoo boy. still irked about the way that one turned out!
so, now i sit around watching qaf us on my computer, on my t.v., pretty much, endlessly, and tried, since march 08 to find fellow fen on livejournal, and then finally found that everyone was over hear, via a link my friend (nannerss sent me.
i am a justin girl. but i love brian just as much, i just tend to obsess more over justin and get more mesmerized by him. but i am just as into brian/sex with whomever, as i am into justin/sexwithwhomever. and lately, i've been challenging myself to watch scenes from brian's pov and focus on his character in the scene more than justin's. it's a challenge, i totally do gravitate to justin's storyline and pov and pay closer attention to what the other characters might think of him, etc.
oh. and i looooove the little bits and soft edges we get to see of emmit and justin's friendship. sometimes i rewind to make sure i didn't miss an exchange of the eyes or a giggle or something. i love the way emmit relates to both brian and justin and as well as the way he relates to them as brian/justin. it's just more overtly a part of the story when emmits relating to brian/justin, brian, than when he's just relating to justin-- or maybe i just can't get enough of him, being concerned for and standing up for justin.
and i love that justin's character would really flawless, but for a few things that i find dee.luct.able., love that justin laughs as people to their faces: ted still being hard fromt the Viagra, michael saying brian's never been with him or anybody he's been with, michael getting annoyed with deb, michael...welll okay, he does it to michael a lot, but he also does it to other poeople sometimes (like when the "cript keeper" said he felt like he already knew everyone). i also love that he lies and exaggerates (like when he tells daph brian said he loved him when he shot his load YEAH RIGHT JUSTIN!, or when helping to decide gus's name turned into naming him, or drawing brian's dick bigger than it is, yeah i said it, the list goes on. and we all know what a princess he can be. oh and i love how he goads ted. he often directs it toward ted when he's bragging about brian's prowess or how often they do it, etc.
um. oh yes! i am AMAZED at how friendly and welcoming everybody is here. seriously. i love the games and things just like this comm. brilliant and lovely. in lotrips fandom i was always trying to get everyone to play games and stuff and i am like a kid who discovered chocolate over here, it's like the wonka factory for porn.
i am happy to be here and meet y'all.
oh. long beach, ca.
have a dog (mini-schnauzer mix) that i mention quite a bit. i'll use the icon that has both of us innit.