i can feel justin's sweaty palms as the cab approaches the loft:
"Justin's heart rate increases as the blocks that separate him from the loft diminish, his palms sweat. He has no idea what the hell he's going to say, no idea what he's going to do when he finally sees Brian."
and i guess we can safely assume that in 4 years brian has become a better communicator:
"I'm glad you're back," Brian whispers against Justin's lips. "Even if kissing in the rain is ridiculously romantic."