I love the uncertainity in this, how staying with Brian, the I love you, none of it fix anything and they both know it. Some of my favorite parts:
Mikey's at the bar and I want to sling my arm over his shoulder and pull him close, but I can only handle fixing one fucked up relationship at a time, so I wave for the bartender’s attention instead.
and
I shouldn't be here, not like this. Everything has changed, again, but I shouldn't just fall into being with him because that isn't fair to either of us.
Only I love him. More than I've ever loved him, which is a whole fucking lot. And I can't make myself move away from him, not now. And I wonder if that feeling will ever go away.
For three days I didn't know if he would live or die. When he woke up on day three I realized what a vindictive fucker he is. Payback really is a bitch.
and the fabulous last line: He smiles and it's just that simple.