secretsolitaire (![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} secretsolitaire) wrote in ![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/community.gif){kind=small} qaf_challenges, |
There is this thing inside me and it's in him too, but he just wanted to pretend it wasn't there and for a while I did too, but for reasons out of my control I couldn't pretend anymore. The force of it had come back like being hit with a bat all over again and I had to feel these things whether I wanted to or not. And it was nice to know that he felt some of it too. That we were in this together. I always knew we were, knew how hard it was on him, but I guess I just needed to see it.
Yes, exactly. I think you've captured their feelings about the bashing really well.
His mouth was on me, tasting me and himself. He loves that, the taste of himself on me. I give him shit about it, tell him that if he could he would suck his own dick and eat his own ass and he never denies it, because Brian isn't embarrassed by his desire for pleasure.
I loved this detail!