Persona 3, Akihiko/Junpei, gunkink, "You want me to do what with it?" - 1/2
Sequel to this one! (In other words, the third of a series).
Junpei still didn't know what had happened, but whatever it was, it had been bad. The next weeks wore on, and he felt like he was ready to go crazy. Akihiko was barely speaking to him, and it didn't take long before Yukari started bugging Junpei gleefully to find out what he'd done to piss him off.
And what was he gonna say? "Yuka-tan, the truth is I caught him jerking off with his Evoker and he got pissed. Then he jerked me off and somehow he's more pissed than ever."
Not likely.
He thought about telling Minato, since he was always a good listener, but at the last minute he couldn't bring himself to do it. What if Minato thought he was a pervert? What if he thought Akihiko was a pervert and it was Junpei's fault? That really would get Aki pissed at him.
He didn't even consider telling anyone else.
As June wore into July, Junpei found himself more and more often back in the position he was in before, listening to the dogs when he wanted to hear that telltale moan.
He got up a thousand times and headed for the door, only to chicken out as he wondered what would happen if Akihiko just got pissed at him again. Then he'd turn around and head for the door again, a part of him hoping Akihiko really would get pissed and pin him down and fuck him.
When he realized he'd just paced across his room ten times that night, each time reaching for the doorknob and then turning around to pace back towards the window, he stopped dead in the middle of the room.
Fuck, I can't keep doing this, he thought. Resolutely, he yanked the door open and stamped down the hall.
Something stopped him from actually opening Akihiko's door, and he knocked instead. The knock was loud in the quiet hall, but the silence that greeted him afterwards was louder.
"Aki?" he called softly. "You in there?"
"What do you want, Junpei?"
Well, at least he'd said something. Junpei twisted the knob and breathed out when it turned easily under his hand. He opened the door.
For a moment he suffered déjà vu. Akihiko was standing at the window, staring out at the swelling moon. His hair silvered in the moonlight and his skin shone. His Evoker was in his hand, brushing against his thigh.
Junpei slipped into the room silently and closed the door behind him. "So, uh, I was just wondering...when are you gonna forgive me?" he asked softly.
Akihiko glanced over his shoulder at him, his eyes narrowed. "Forgive you for what?"
Gimme a break. "Whatever it is you're pissed at me for!" Junpei exclaimed, throwing his hands up. "I said I'm sorry for peeking, and I dunno why you did what you did the other night, and I'm just fucking confused, dude."
"What I did?" Akihiko echoed, turning to face him. He lifted the Evoker and rested it against his own temple. "You mean jerking you off with this in your mouth?"
Junpei felt himself beginning to blush. "Yeah, that. So what gives?"
Akihiko shrugged. "Seemed like you wanted it."
"I do!" Junpei was really blushing now. "I-I mean, I did. But you acted like I made you do it, or something, when you were the one who pinned me down."
"You didn't make me do anything," Akihiko said, shaking his head. He lowered the Evoker, and Junpei found his eyes following it. He was beginning to salivate.
"Are you mad at me?" Junpei asked quietly. "Really, Aki. Are you?"