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morningstar, lord of the hamsters ([info]embitter) wrote in [info]playout,
@ 2020-04-22 20:24:00

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Entry tags:! network, morningstar

morningstar šŸ 03.
OOC: This post will contain references to CHARACTER DEATH

PRESTIGE FRIENDS, JASON, COOPER.

I cleared it with HR to work from home this week. Just fyi if you don't see me around.

CAT.
We never I'm sure you I know we're both pretty allergic to feelings, but whenever you need to come by and have feelings, or not, I do have a bed you can flop into. We can order ugly things on Wish and eat in bed, but if you wipe your sneaky fingers on my duvet, we're gonna have words, Tiny.

BELL.
Thanks for the other day.

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Tiny Trouble.
[info]gimme
2020-04-23 07:53 am UTC (link)



So I donā€™t want to hurt you. And I will. So. Thereā€™s that.

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Tiny Trouble.
[info]embitter
2020-04-23 07:59 am UTC (link)
It's okay if you hurt me, Tiny. I'm used to

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Tiny Trouble.
[info]gimme
2020-04-23 08:00 am UTC (link)
Itā€™s not. I hurt a lot of people and I donā€™t want to hurt you.

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Tiny Trouble.
[info]embitter
2020-04-23 08:23 am UTC (link)
All I'm trying to say is that I'm pretty sure I'm one of the few people in your life who can relate on a lot of levels to you, being that sometimes we're kind of the same person, and I want you to know that I'm here to catch you if you want to fall.

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Tiny Trouble.
[info]gimme
2020-04-23 08:29 am UTC (link)
Youā€™re too good to me, Trouble. You know that? I put you through some shit and you still want to catch me.

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Tiny Trouble.
[info]embitter
2020-04-23 08:32 am UTC (link)
Yeah, you fucked me up, but [....] I don't know how to explain what part fucked me up most.

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Tiny Trouble.
[info]gimme
2020-04-23 08:40 am UTC (link)
You wanna try and explain to me?

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Tiny Trouble.
[info]embitter
2020-04-23 08:46 am UTC (link)
I've spent more than half of my life absorbing other people's bad feelings and energies that feeling something so strongly on my own, separate from everyone, was really jarring. Like I didn't know how to feel something by myself, because everything always blurs together, and I lose myself all the time.

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Tiny Trouble.
[info]gimme
2020-04-23 08:51 am UTC (link)
Iā€™m sorry. I know I said it before. I canā€™t do anything about it. But Iā€™m sorry I made you hurt. I donā€™t want it to be me, because Iā€™m a selfish asshole. Iā€™m selfish thinking thatā€™s about me.

Iā€™m This is exactly why I donā€™t want to hurt you, you donā€™t need me causing you this.

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Tiny Trouble.
[info]embitter
2020-04-23 08:56 am UTC (link)
It's not you, Cat. It's the way I'm wired, and it's always going to be like this. I'm always going to be like this no matter what Clark anyone.

You can't hurt me through the network or on the phone. My shit only works in person.

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Tiny Trouble.
[info]gimme
2020-04-23 08:58 am UTC (link)
And you still offer me a spot in your bed. Knowing what the inside of my head looks like. You know that.

[...] I donā€™t think youā€™ll always be like this.

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Tiny Trouble.
[info]embitter
2020-04-23 09:00 am UTC (link)
I'm offering because I offer for all the people I give a shit about, and let me tell you, they all say the same things to me.

I do. I don't think there's any fixing or improving me at this point.

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Tiny Trouble.
[info]gimme
2020-04-23 09:03 am UTC (link)
And it hurts you. I donā€™t know what youā€™re not getting about this. Iā€™m not sticking a knife in your back to make me feel better.

You donā€™t need to be fixed, Riley. You just need something better than this.

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Tiny Trouble.
[info]embitter
2020-04-23 09:09 am UTC (link)
I'm in pain all the time I can't turn my powers off, Cat. I can at least do something good with it.

If you say you can't fix what's not broken, I'm actually going to throw up.

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Tiny Trouble.
[info]gimme
2020-04-23 09:14 am UTC (link)
Not with me.

Nobody is inherently fucking broken, Ri, thatā€™s why.

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Tiny Trouble. - [info]embitter, 2020-04-23 09:19 am UTC
Tiny Trouble. - [info]gimme, 2020-04-23 09:24 am UTC
Tiny Trouble. - [info]embitter, 2020-04-23 09:30 am UTC
Tiny Trouble. - [info]gimme, 2020-04-23 09:39 am UTC
Tiny Trouble. - [info]embitter, 2020-04-23 09:45 am UTC
Tiny Trouble. - [info]gimme, 2020-04-23 09:55 am UTC
Tiny Trouble. - [info]embitter, 2020-04-23 10:06 am UTC
Tiny Trouble. - [info]gimme, 2020-04-23 10:07 am UTC
Tiny Trouble. - [info]embitter, 2020-04-23 10:14 am UTC
Tiny Trouble. - [info]gimme, 2020-04-23 10:16 am UTC
Tiny Trouble. - [info]embitter, 2020-04-23 10:19 am UTC
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Tiny Trouble. - [info]embitter, 2020-04-23 10:28 am UTC
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Tiny Trouble. - [info]embitter, 2020-04-23 10:34 am UTC
Tiny Trouble. - [info]gimme, 2020-04-23 10:36 am UTC
Tiny Trouble. - [info]embitter, 2020-04-23 10:46 am UTC
Tiny Trouble. - [info]gimme, 2020-04-23 10:47 am UTC
Tiny Trouble.
[info]gimme
2020-04-23 08:29 am UTC (link)
I was going to run away again.

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Tiny Trouble.
[info]embitter
2020-04-23 08:32 am UTC (link)
[....] Where would you have gone?

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Tiny Trouble.
[info]gimme
2020-04-23 08:41 am UTC (link)
Central Asia, maybe. I was checking flights. My bags were

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Tiny Trouble.
[info]embitter
2020-04-23 08:50 am UTC (link)
Do you prefer to always travel alone?

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Tiny Trouble.
[info]gimme
2020-04-23 08:53 am UTC (link)
Iā€™m good at it.

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Tiny Trouble.
[info]embitter
2020-04-23 08:57 am UTC (link)
Because it's easier not to rely or have to wait on other people, and do what you want when you want?

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Tiny Trouble.
[info]gimme
2020-04-23 09:01 am UTC (link)
When youā€™re always ten steps behind, sometimes the better option is quitting the race. Or something. I donā€™t want to have to keep up. I leave when I get dragged in again.

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Tiny Trouble.
[info]embitter
2020-04-23 09:10 am UTC (link)
You've never been less than anyone, Cat.

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Tiny Trouble.
[info]gimme
2020-04-23 09:16 am UTC (link)
I didnā€™t go, so I guess youā€™re right. Doesnā€™t feel like it.

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Tiny Trouble.
[info]embitter
2020-04-23 09:22 am UTC (link)
We can't keep up with our families. They're not us, and we're not them, and there's nothing wrong with that.

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Tiny Trouble. - [info]gimme, 2020-04-23 09:25 am UTC
Tiny Trouble. - [info]embitter, 2020-04-23 09:31 am UTC
Tiny Trouble. - [info]gimme, 2020-04-23 09:33 am UTC

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