Meg Jones (pl_megan) wrote in plagued_rpg, @ 2010-02-01 09:20:00 |
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Entry tags: | !owl post, 1999 february, megan jones, stan shunpike |
Owl to Stan
Stan,
I wanted to send you this a few days ago, but it hasn't been easy to write. At all. I don't know how you're feeling lately because I haven't seen you. Okay, so I've been going out of my way to avoid seeing you, but I thought that was probably best.
I really am sorry. You don't have to believe me and I don't really expect you to, but I am. I never meant for you to get stuck here and I'll always consider it my fault that you are. I never wanted you to lose your flat or your job. I'm really, really sorry about that. You're a great bloke. Honestly, Stan, you were the first boy I ever fell in love with and that will always mean something to me.
I don't know if we can be friends again. We never really got the chance to be friends in the first place. But that doesn't mean I want anything bad to happen to you. I don't know if you're still planning on going into the forest, but I hope you don't. I'd hate for anything to happen to you and just because I'm not your girlfriend anymore doesn't mean I'm looking forward to you getting hurt.
I guess that's all. I really, really am sorry. Like really sorry. I still feel horrible. Oh, I told Gwen not to bother you, but maybe it's a good idea to avoid her as much as you can? She doesn't always listen to me.
- Meg