LMOM 2011 - The Lusty Month of Chocolate #25
Title: The Lusty Month of Chocolate – part 25 Author: snapealina Rating: NC-17 Pairing: Remus/Severus Kink(s): oral, snowballing Challenge: Lusty Month of May 2011 Word count: 1772 Disclaimer: I don't own them :-( I only play with them :-) A LOT! ;-) Summary/notes: We are all familiar with the cliché that Remus likes chocolate. So this year I'm doing the Lusty Month of Chocolate! Enjoy :D
Severus cast a cleaning charm on himself, pulled his trousers up, and stormed out of the bathroom and out of the café. He Apparated to the first place he could think of, which strangely enough was a small town in Wales he had once spent a summer holiday as a child.
He began to walk around the streets, not paying attention to where he was. Why did Remus had to ruin everything by saying that? Had he even meant it, or was it just one of those things that slipped during powerful orgasms? Had he simply meant it like when he said he loved chocolate?
No one had ever said that to him before, and Severus didn't know how to take it. Why couldn't Remus just had left things alone? They were having a great time, why did he have to ruin it? Why did he have to complicate things?
He spent four days in Wales, trying to figure out what to think. He still hadn't reached any conclusion when he knew he had to get back to his apothecary.
Remus came into his shop every day, but it was Severus' turn to make up excuses this time. Every time Remus said anything that could somehow lead to the topic, Severus had brushed him off mid-sentence, or left the room. He had no idea how to talk to the man right now and wanted to avoid him the best he could.
After nine days, Remus apparently gave up, and stopped coming to the shop. Severus thought things would be easier, but focusing on work was impossible. It reminded Severus of the first weeks after he had met Lupin after all these years; no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't get the man out of his head.
Why was this man so persistent on staying in his head?
Severus got more and more frustrated as the days progressed. He knew that he had to find Lupin and talk to him. Perhaps it had just been a slip of the tongue and it didn't really mean anything? Still, the cat was out of the bag, the topic had been brought up, and Severus knew he had to relate to it somehow.
After closing time, on the sixteenth day after the 'bathroom incident', Severus walked over to Flourish and Blotts.
Remus was nowhere to be found, and when Severus asked Mr Radford, the man told him that Remus hadn't been at work for almost a week.
Without thinking, he Apparated to the outside of Remus' flat. The place looked dark and abandoned. Severus knocked on the door a few times, but no one answered.
"Homenum revelio," he said and pointed his wand at the door, but no one was in there.
Now, Severus was getting worried. Where had Remus gone? Was he allright?
He put a surveillance spell on the flat and Apparated back to his own.
Two sleepless nights later, an alarm went off just as Severus was about to clear the table after another crappy meal. Cooking wasn't exactly what was on his mind these days.
He Apparated to an alley behind a bakery and went in to pickup a chocolate cake and set off to Remus' flat.
This time, he didn't care if Remus was offended, but Apparated straight into Remus' living room.
"What the hell?" Remus shouted as Severus suddenly stood in front of him.
"Where have you been?"
"That's hardly any of your business, Severus." Remus said and began to walk towards his bedroom. He found a suitcase and began to throw everything from his dresser into it.
"We need to talk," Severus said. "I brought chocolate cake."
"HAH!" Remus yelled. "You made it perfectly clear you didn't want to talk to me, and now you think you can fix everything with chocolate cake?"
"No! I don't think that. I don't even know what I'm supposed to fix because I don't know what the hell is going on!"
"I said I loved you and you ran away and refused to talk to me for weeks. Excuse me for not wanting to sit down and have cake with you." Remus snorted.
"So you did mean it?"
"Mean it? Of course I meant it!" Remus shouted. "I don't walk around saying stuff like that to anyone." He continued to empty his drawer into the magically enlarged suitcase.
Severus fell silent and sat down on the bed. So Remus had meant it. At least he knew that now. He still didn't know how he felt about it, or what he should do. It was probably too late to do anything anyway.
"Where are you going?" Severus asked when Remus found another suitcase and began to stuff the books and other items into it.
"Away."
"Away where?"
"Don't know yet," said Remus. "But there's not point staying here any more, is there?"
Remus dragged the suitcases into the living room and began to pack the things there. Severus followed and merely stared at him.
Suddenly Remus stopped and looked directly at him, waiting for him to say something. Severus didn't know what to say. Remus sighed and waved his wand and the rest of his belongings flew into the trunks. He lifted them and walked to the door.
"Don't go," Severus' voice was only a whisper, but it was enough to make the other man stop.
"Don't go." Severus repeated a bit louder. "Don't leave."
"Why not?"
"Because I want you to stay," mumbled Severus.
"That's all?" Remus asked. "Why should I stay just because you want me to? Why should I stay, Severus?"
"I don't know!" Severus shouted. "I don't know! I just don't want you to leave!"
"That's not good enough, Severus. I need a reason to stay. Something more. I need to know that staying will be worth it."
Severus fell down on the sofa again. "I honestly don't know. All I know is that I can't get you out of my head and I need you around."
"Need me around?" Remus snorted.
"FINE!" Severus shouted. "I need you around because I can't picture my life without you. Apparently, I love you too. Are you happy?"
"Very much," Remus grinned. "Why couldn't you have just said that to begin with."
"I didn't know it," Severus mumbled.
Remus let go of the suitcases and walked back into the flat. "Are you sure, Severus? Or are you simply just saying what you think I want to hear?"
Severus thought about it. He really couldn't imagine his life without Remus. "I'm sure."
Remus smiled gently and walked towards him.
Severus got up from the sofa and looked at him. "I'm sure."
Remus hurried towards him and wrapped his arms around his waist. "Severus Snape, you annoying little bastard. Why do you keep torturing us like that?"
Severus chortled. "Says the man that kept running away every time we had sex."
"Fine, we are both stupid gits." Remus chuckled. "But that stops now, okay?"
"It's a deal!" Severus said and leaned in to kiss him.
Seconds later, the door had been slammed shut, all clothing had been banished and Severus was on the sofa with Remus on top of him.
Remus was kissing Severus with such eagerness, Severus almost felt as if Remus was going to eat him alive.
"Slow down, I'm not going anywhere."
"I'm. Not. Taking. Any. Chances," Remus said between kisses. "Besides. It's been. Too. Long!"
Severus didn't argue with that and let the man continue.
The kisses moved from his lips and continued down his neck and chest. When Remus finally reached his crotch, he was dangling half-way off the sofa.
"Stop, Lupin, this is ridiculous!" Severus said just as Remus fell to the floor. "You have a perfectly good bedroom, we might as well use it."
"Come on then," Remus jumped up and ran into the bedroom.
Severus laughed and rose from the sofa.
"Severus, hurry!" He heard a voice call from the other room.
Grinning, he walked into the bedroom, where Remus was waiting impatiently. He lay down on the bed and Remus wrapped his arms around him.
"I've missed you," Remus whispered and kissed him. He sat up on his knees and reached for Severus' cock. Severus reached out for Remus, and without breaking eye-contact, they stroked each other into complete hardness.
Remus let go of Severus and lay down on his side. He gestured to Severus to do the same, and immediately began to tease the head of his cock with his tongue.
Severus closed his eyes and gasped as his cock made contact with Remus' wet mouth. How he had missed that! He opened his eyes and looked straight at Remus' bobbing cock. There was another thing he had missed.
He didn't hesitate, but reached out to grab Remus' arse and pulled him nearer. He licked the shaft and let his tongue twirl around the head, making Remus hum with his lips wrapped around Severus' length.
Remus took him deep into his mouth and sucked hard, making Severus almost bite Remus. He managed to keep his mouth and teeth open and groaned instead causing Remus' cock to jump in his mouth.
Severus massaged Remus' balls, and Remus mirrored the motion.
Severus felt himself getting close, and Remus must have felt it because he released his cock and spoke.
"Wait for me, I want to try something."
"Okay," Severus panted and stepped up the sucking. His fingers moved behind Remus' balls, hoping it would speed things up. He knew he wasn't going to last long even if Remus had stopped touching him.
Remus' breath hitched and he took Severus into his mouth again. Both of them sucked and stroked until they felt the cocks thicken.
"Don't swallow, just catch it," Remus barely managed to gasp before Severus erupted into his mouth. Remus followed seconds later, and he caught the white in his mouth.
Remus shifted to face Severus and began to kiss him.
It was a bit weird to know that their seed was mixed together in their mouths, but at he same time it felt sort of right to do this right now.
Remus withdrew and swallowed. Severus followed his lead.
Remus grinned and fell back on the bed, pulling the covers over them. He kissed Severus lightly on the lips and wrapped his arms around him, pulling him close.
It was nice to just lie there together. Severus had really missed the warm body next to him in the bed and couldn't believe how stupid he had been the last few weeks. He suddenly made up his mind.