LMOM 2011 Day #15
Title: Stop Thinking Author: littleblackbow Rating: Hard R/NC-17 Pairing: Remus/Severus Kink(s): Oral Sex/frottage Challenge: LMOM 2011 Word count: 549 Summary: Remus thinks too much, talks too much, and something needs to be done about it.
“I don’t know what to do.” Remus sipped his tea.
“Sometimes you think too hard on things, Remus.” Dumbledore sat down behind his desk and tossed a cinnamon stick to Fawkes. “If you feel you’re in a sticky situation, perhaps you ought to just let it all go.”
Remus sank in his chair. “I can’t,” he sighed. “This is too important to me. Everything is too important. And now... now I don’t know what to believe.”
“Is there something you aren’t telling me?” the Headmaster asked, peering over his spectacles.
Remus stared back at him for a moment and then forced a smile. “There’s a lot I’m not telling you, Albus. You probably know half of it, and the other half you can probably guess.”
Albus nodded. “Yes, I probably can."
Severus rocked forward and then sat back again, rubbing their cocks together with the motion. He was a little concerned with how distant Remus had been over the past day. It was one thing for him not to have time after his morning classes, but he didn’t talk much at all at dinner, either. By the time they had finished dinner and were on their way back to the library, he had begun to worry about Remus.
Even now, in Remus’s own room, he was only just paying attention. “There’s something bothering you.” Severus moved back and sat on Remus’s knees. “Would you like to sort it out before we continue?” He reached over for his robe that was draped across the chair next to them, but Remus put his hand on his arm to stop him.
“No, please. I’m sorry. It’s all my problem. I can’t seem to think of what to do - what I can do when I see...”
“You’re concerned about Black’s reaction? Well, obviously he’ll want to pick things up where you left off.”
Remus took a deep breath. “Perhaps. But that’s not what’s bothering me.”
“You’re trying to figure out how to tell me it’s over?” Severus sighed and shook his head.
“I’m trying to figure out how to tell him about us.” Remus wrapped his arms around Severus’s waist and pulled him closer. “Let’s go to bed.”
Severus brought his hand up to Remus’s face and gently ran his knuckles down his cheek. “There are times I do not know how to believe you, Remus Lupin.”
“I was told earlier today not to think too much on things. That sometimes... we need to just take things as they come. No pun intended.”
Severus slid off of Remus’s lap and took his hand, leading him back to his bed. He sat Remus down on the bed and knelt before him, kissing his way up Remus’s thigh and running his mouth along the length of his cock. As he took it into his mouth, he ran his hands up along his feet, then legs, and finally settled them on his hips.
“Severus, you don’t... oh, yes, that’s good.”
Severus pulled back and stood, then gently pressed Remus back against the bed, covering him with his body. “Don’t try to tell me what I have to do. Take your own advice and stop thinking.”
For the first time in their entire relationship, Remus was silent during their love-making.