Summer Born (summerborn) wrote in pervy_werewolf, @ 2009-05-19 23:56:00 |
|
|||
Entry tags: | #lmom 2009, author: summerborn, kink: partially clothed sex, kink: voyeurism, remus/severus |
LMOM #19: Bits of Blue and Gold (R)
TITLE: Bits of Blue and Gold (19 of 31)
AUTHOR: summerborn
RATING: R
PAIRING: Severus/Lily, with Remus and a second Severus as voyeurs
KINK: Voyeurism, partially clothed sex
CHALLENGE: Lusty Month of May 2009
AUTHOR NOTES: My patience with these two is wearing thin! This story takes place post-war, but follows canon only through HBP. You may wish to start at the beginning of the story.
WORD COUNT THIS EPISODE: 500
"No, I want you to watch," Severus said, not taking his eyes off of Lily.
Remus briefly considered forcing Severus to let go of his arm, but rejected the plan as being overly confrontational. Instead, he put his hand on top of Severus', noting with interest the faded scars along the back of it, the hand's slender strength and ink-stained fingers.
Severus gave him a glance, but Lily made a sound and turned both of their attention back to the scene in front of them.
"Oh, Sev," she breathed, leaning against the back of the chaise. "So ready for this." She pulled the teenage Severus on top of her, and they fumbled awkwardly with clothing for a moment, hitching her skirt up to her hips, until Remus had to look away again. He'd never in his wildest dreams imagined Severus and Lily... but then, his wildest dreams had never involved Severus at all. At least not until a couple of days ago.
"Look," Remus started, and hesitated. He need to choose his words carefully. "If you think having sex with a girl makes you not gay, that's fine. Whatever you want, Severus."
"God," Lily moaned in the background. "Go on, go on..."
"But that doesn't mean you can't also be attracted to men."
Severus glared at him.
"It's true, Severus. If you really wanted to convince me you weren't gay, all you would have to do is..." Remus broke off when he realized what he had been about to say. The idea was a sudden bit of excitement in what had otherwise been a very unsatisfactory encounter, but Severus would never go for it.
"What, Lupin?"
"Well, you'd have to force yourself to kiss me. And perhaps other things," Remus hurried on when Severus' scowl became even more furious, "and if you could go through the motions and be completely unaffected, then we would both know, wouldn't we?" He couldn't help himself; his gaze dropped to Severus' thin lips, his imagination caught by the idea of them pressed against his – for real, now, and not in a dream.
Severus dropped his arm like it was burning. "That's the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard."
Remus shrugged. "It sounds crazy to me too, to be honest, but you seemed so set on convincing me. I just thought you might like to know this wasn't doing the job."
He waved a hand at the Gryffindor common room in front of them, where teenage Severus was moving faster now on top of Lily. Her hands were visible, clutching the shirt that still covered him, her hair spread out behind on the chair. The boy's face was screwed up into a grimace of utter concentration, which Remus found decidedly unerotic, until he wondered what the real Severus looked like in such a moment, especially if it were Remus underneath him.
"Fine," Severus snarled.
"What?" Remus turned to face Severus, who was standing with his fists clenched at his sides.
"You want to, you can't deny it now. And if it will show you that I—I'm not..."
Lily cried out then, but Remus didn't look around. He stepped towards Severus until he was within arm's reach, and then gently reached up and placed his hands on Severus' shoulders.
Continued in part 20.