cinem an actor she's had an on/off thing with for nearly a decade who's inspired a good percentage of songs from hbhbhb on and too many therapy sessions, exes and flings of any gender between the chaos, good friends, friends she lost when she became sober, the credits of lorde, king princess, japanese breakfast, ellie goulding, dev hynes, arctic monkeys, halsey and anyone else forced to make tiktoks before their labels cooperate, and the lady gaga and jack antonoff credits in the holds to touch base!