bea will have heart eyes for this amazon goddess. please, carry her to valhalla. peeking at the comments here, i think they share in a sense of .... anything worth doing is worth overdoing? it can wear on folks, themselves included, and at least in bea's case, she's high-key terrified that she's pushing others away with her over-the-topness even as she's doing it from the desperate perspective of wanting to remain interesting/memorable/relevant. she plans a lot of themed events in an unprofessional capacity, and if you're cool with it and it works for emily's timeline, we could maybe say bea worked for her at some point and that's where she picked up her know-how? no worries if not! i'm happy to brainstorm whatever else.