she'd feel pretty badly about being left for dead by whomever it was that turned her because now she's stuck and can't go home. she wouldn't be able to control/trust herself around her family because let's be honest, the bloodlust is real. also who the heck wants a vampire daughter? most likely not her family because i am pretty sure her dad's a politician of some sort. better off dead. the more i think about her situation/history, the more i am headed in the vampire direction. ahhh it's so hard to really decide though.