It's weird because I took 2020 in stride and was even letting myself enjoy the quarantine break and just kind of taking everything as it came and this year it's like every time I get up another wave knocks me back underwater and nothing specific is happening constantly it's just an all consuming fatigue with scattered events. They really did, she loved Chicago and had planned to settle there, buy a place, get married, write books forever while tailoring wedding gowns on the day to day and then it kind of all fell apart on her and she reluctantly moved back to Bar Harbor and has been kind of reconciling her previous ideologies of success and failure and the direction of her life while also questioning if it's just her trying to self soothe or she really has a new perspective. But yes she'd absolutely go looking for her hs English teacher - because he would've been her favorite during those formative goth years and she could've got to talking with Darien instead. She's a big sci-fi nerd so they can absolutely get into it.