he's been in two relationships, the first is a npc, she cheated, they didn't last long. the second was someone he fell for right when he was losing ground with life in general, a bad relationship with his parents, not knowing what he wanted to do with is life etc., and sorta spiraled, just withdrew, took comfort in other things, and so he broke it off with her, but it's been years now, and he's in a different place in his life, found his passion for photography, calmed down, grew up, and thinks about what could have been if they'd met later on instead.