jac also wants the earth to open up and swallow her whole every time she hears willow's name/hero name. i imagine it all ended because jac was like, either we're not secret or i can't do it anymore and then went for the nuclear blow it up option, blocked her on social media etc. she's only been a leader for about 6 weeks now so she's probably starting to understand slightly more the pressure willow was under, but she's not going to ADMIT THAT.