she'll take that secret of the bad audition to her grave, honest.
i actually think ezra would be into this, sometimes anyway. she's another sort of person who can turn it on and off as necessary and she tends to have a naturalistic style when it comes to her ~craft~, but i could see her deciding to fuck off on occasion when it's difficult, or even when it isn't. she used to be a lot more impulsive, so i think she'd relish the chance to just sort of throw herself into the process and not hold it together so much.