in the beginning she didn't want to use her abilities and suffered huge consequences that almost lead to her death so now she's got this whole 'it's me or them' type mentality toward it all. there are days when she feels really crap about what she does to innocent people but if she's feeling particularly moody she doesn't care at all. she really tries not to harm children but can be forced into it if she's on the verge of collapse. she's probably not the most decent human being but she's only looking out for herself. she doesn't like opening up to many people because they're usually afraid of her so she doesn't really have the chance to prove that she's not all bad.