she's also an anxious perfectionist but in her, it manifests in abandoning everything she cares about because she doesn't want to fuck it up and she'd rather not do anything at all than do it badly, and she covers for this by acting like she doesn't care about anything at all. he'd probably know she always wanted to be a musician but quit halfway through her bachelors in music, though he might not know she still tries to write songs sometimes but gives up because she's sure she heard that melody somewhere. she'll fight anyone who tries to say men can't be dancers though, because look chad, can you catch and lift me up when i run at you full speed?