like, i'd love for kaegan to do something like that but at the same time, i couldn't just be here while he's putting his life on the line and not be with him. especially not after tomorrow. i don't like being far away from him, but it feels like half of me is gone when he's not near. i know that makes me sound like some love sick fool but, after all these years we've existed in one another's atmosphere's in a close vicinity that we feel it when the other's gone for too long.