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Chris Miles (missdaisy) wrote in paragraffiti,
@ 2008-07-06 19:05:00

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cassie ainsworth, chris miles, elisabeth braddock

I never thought I'd say this but I miss Sid. I miss how he whines about everything and completely forgets that he's not the only one with a fucked up life. I miss the Tony that isn't on crack. And I miss 'Chelle and her really nice legs.

I'm so bored here. I thought partying would make it better but it's just a load of bollocks without them.

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	cadet_cassie 2008-07-06 12:14 pm UTC (link)
	... ~~You have no fucking idea~~ (Reply to this) (Thread)

	missdaisy 2008-07-06 09:46 pm UTC (link)
	Cassie? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cadet_cassie 2008-07-06 09:54 pm UTC (link)
	Forget it, it's fine. Why wouldn't you miss Michelle, she's little miss fucking perfect isn't she? I'm just a big emotional fuck up. I'm sorry you're stuck with me Chris. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	missdaisy 2008-07-06 10:03 pm UTC (link)
	Cass? Fuck. I'm sorry okay? You're already here, so how can I miss you? You're like.. well you're like my best friend, yeah? You miss them too, I know you do. Just admit that it's not the same without them here. I'm sorry you're stuck with me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

cadet_cassie
2008-07-06 10:12 pm UTC (link)

You said it was bollocks with them.

And you're best friend too, I mean really Chris if you weren't here... and no I don't really. I miss Sid sometimes, the old Sid. Well I suppose I miss the old everyone really but...I wish I could explain it better, but I can't. Things changed and I wouldn't go back there even if I could. And no it's not the same, I don't constantly feel like I'm in Chelle's shadow.

Don't say that, I can't think of anyone I'd rather be stuck with. Chris you're amazing, completely and totally fucking brilliant.

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missdaisy
2008-07-06 10:17 pm UTC (link)

It is a fucking load of bollocks without them. They're my friends, too. It's like being in jail - with drugs and no one coming to visit you except the best friend because they're the only one who gives a fuck.

Everyone's in Chelle's shadow. Tony puts her on this pedestal like she's some goddess, and yeah she can be a bitch sometimes but she's Chelle. And she has a really nice pair of legs.

Yeah, and so are you.

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	cadet_cassie 2008-07-06 10:24 pm UTC (link)
	I think it'd be worse with them, from my point of view at least. I mean...maybe because I was away it's different. ~~Or maybe because I'm pretty sure they all hate me now and I'm selfish like that~~. I'm sorry you hate it here, Chris. Is there anything I can do? Sid fucked her while I was in Elgin. Thanks, that's nice of you to say. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	missdaisy 2008-07-06 11:31 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe, but at least it'd be more like home. And I know you probably don't wanna go home but it's easy to miss. Nah.. I don't hate it here, and I know this is kind of obvious but it isn't Bristol, yeah? He did what? Remind me to kill that little bastard if he ever shows up. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

cadet_cassie
2008-07-07 11:33 am UTC (link)

Somethings are, some not so much.

Well no it isn't but...well I never exactly had great time in Bristol really, I mean in someways I did. When we were out and pilled up. I miss that, the sense that nothing else in the world mattered but well I was sort of...a bit crazy then?

*g* Thanks Chris, I appreciate it. I'm pretty much over it now, But yeah I do miss him, even if he's a total fucking idiot that seemed to think bringing up the subject of Michelle on a regular basis was a good idea, but well I've worked out there are nicer people in the world and well now I know just what a really bloody idea me falling in love with someone is ~~which is a bit of a probably actually, but I didn't actually say that~~

So...what are we gonna do to make things better?

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	shadow_lust 2008-07-07 01:49 am UTC (link)
	Sorry to hear your bumming, love. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	missdaisy 2008-07-07 01:52 am UTC (link)
	It's okay. I'll get over it, yeah? Think I upset Cass a bit much though. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	shadow_lust 2008-07-07 02:16 am UTC (link)
	Is there anything I can do to help? Aye, well...somethings cannot be helped. And with that whole truth bollocks, I rather think a lot of people feel victim to being upset. (Reply to this) (Parent)