Eddie Brock/Venom (its_the_hate) wrote in paragraffiti, @ 2008-06-16 23:12:00 |
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Entry tags: | eddie brock, gwen stacy |
[Filtered from bad guys]
I am really screwed. I am officiously in real trouble, the bad kind of trouble that happens when you decide that you’re finally going to stick a knife in your father because he won’t give you a break, and then you do it and panic because you just killed your father and left fingerprints and strands of hair everywhere before taking off in his Porsche. For the record, I didn’t kill my father. If he were here I’d feel like killing him very slowly and making sure that it was painful. I never did anything to him. It’s not my fault my mother died in childbirth. You can’t take your anger out on an innocent child who had nothing to do with his mother’s death.
Anyway… Now that I’ve officially ditched Lex I know that he’ll be throwing everything he’s got at me. If it was only me I wouldn’t care and we might even laugh in his face a few times. But the thing is, it’s not just me and now I have to worry about Gwen and the baby. Going after her would be the best way for him to hurt me. He must know that. He wanted me to kill this kid, Ron Weasley, and I told him I wouldn’t do it, and then more came out and here I am. Screwed
Gwen, I did something terrible. I asked an evil witch to make you love me and now you do and I feel bad because when you say you love me, I know it’s only because of the spell and that it’s not real. And I'm not who you think I am.