winchester, sam. (ex_demonbloo908) wrote in paragraffiti, @ 2009-01-17 19:17:00 |
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Current mood: | frustrated |
filtered away from heather/baddies;
I can't do it.
I can't talk to her, I can't look at myself in the mirror without getting angry, and I can't take care of a damn kid. But I'm not gonna give it away, because what if it's like me? Who's gonna want it? And abortion is out of the question. I was against it before all of this happened. It'd be fucked up if I started to support it now.
I know what everyone is thinking too. If I'm not giving it away and I'm not killing it off, then I don't really have a choice so I should just shut up and deal. I know. I have to deal. I have to support Heather and take care of her and this kid.
I just don't know how. I don't think I'm strong enough.