Jack Landors (robinindahood) wrote in parabolical, @ 2009-06-22 17:28:00 |
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Entry tags: | alyssa enrilé, jack landors |
Who: Jack Landors and OPEN
What: thinky thoughts.
When: The 22nd. Wednesday afternoon.
Where:The beach.
Warnings: eh, depends who tags in.
status: in progress..
Jack wondered if he'd done the right thing. Actually he'd been thinking about alot of things lately like that. Was becoming a police officer the right thing to do? There was already so much to do with nearly seasonal apocalypses an nightly patrols. It was starting to interfere with vampire hunting and honestly he was starting to have his doubts. Buffy had been in trouble, and he was at work. He didn't even realize she had been kidnapped until after it was done and it bothered him. More than it should. Today was one of his few days off, and he spent it lost in thought walking along the beach barefooted. The last time he'd been to a beach was while he was still grieving over Kira. He'd grown. Maybe was even starting to move on. He was able to step foot on one and not feel instant sadness, not think about the flames that surrounded her body that night. Not feel overwhelmed. All he felt was the warm breeze that touched his face. It was almost calming.
Still there was this sort of nagging in the back of his mind. He thought he'd been so sure he knew what he wanted. Now he was at odds all over again. Stopping his long walk down the beach, moved closer to the breaking waves and picked up flat stones to throw into the water. Standing in it up to his ankles he stopped and looked down at the water pooling around them.
Buffy had been on his mind alot lately. Even now. He didn't understand why. He'd known her forever. She was like a sister to him, that was all it was..wasn't it?