Lana Lang (decembervision) wrote in parabolical, @ 2008-11-03 03:53:00 |
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Entry tags: | kara zor-el, lana lang (lexmas) |
Who: Lana Lang (Lexmas) and Kara Zor-El
What: Lana really hates L.A. at the moment. It makes her cry. Kara's going to try to make her feel better.
When: The evening of Nov 2, around sunset.
Where: The Lang Mansion; Lana's room.
Rating: It shouldn't be too high, unless Lana gets really upset and starts dropping f-bombs.
First she'd embarrassed herself in front of the entire city. Maybe it wasn't as bad as the girl selling lap dances, but still bad enough to her, not to mention that girl didn't seem embarrassed at all. The next day, the Lex look-a-like showed up. Not anything like him, but still a reminder. Now today, her best friend told her she'd given the man who wanted her dead her exact location. Needless to say it had been a rough few days.
Add a little more onto that. All she wanted to do was talk to him, to talk about how horrible she felt about everything, especially what Lois had done, but the subject turned to the one person she didn't want to talk about or even think about: Lex.
You're still in love with him, aren't you?
As much as she didn't want to be, Bart was right: she was still in love with the Lex Luthor she was engaged to back in her own reality. Unlike Lois, Lana had removed her ring, accepted that she was never going to see him again and decided to move on with her life. Maybe it was because some part of her had known she was falling for Bart, she didn't know, but Christmas was getting closer and closer, and the closer it got the more she missed him. She knew she would never leave Bart if Lex showed up, but it still felt like betrayal.
I shouldn't be.
She cried as she hugged a silk pillow and leaned against her knees. She was just going to sit here and cry until she couldn't anymore. No one could blame her. There was so much to cry about.