Brian Kinney (![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} b_kinney) wrote in ![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/community.gif){kind=small} omega_reality, |
Brian closed his eyes just as his arms wrapped against John, holding him tight in a way he hadn't since New York, and even then he knew that things had been different. He'd been using, on edge, saying things that cut, because that was what he did when he got restless.
"I'm-" Sorry, but Brian didn't apologize. He had done it once, and it really hadn't solved anything, had it? "I love you, Gorgeous, and I'm not-" He pulled back so that he could look at John. "You're a sexy, gorgeous, intelligent, fucking hot man and anyone in his right mind would want you. If you think otherwise, then you need a mirror, because you're the most handsome man around. That was true at Splash, it's true tonight, and will be true at any other club we'll end up going in the future."
He sighed . "You were thinking that if I didn't want you." Brian shook his head. "Stick to thinking about computer, Gorgeous, because you missed the mark on this one." Words were so overrated in his opinion. His hands glided up and down John's back until his fingers cupped the swells of John's ass and he pulled his lover closer, almost possessively, before leaning down to kiss John, tongue pushing inside John's mouth, mapping it until it wasn't enough and he pushed John against the wall again, pressing his entire body against his lover's. "You're gorgeous," he panted. "Never doubt that."
Brian moved back only enough that he could look into John's eyes. "You really want to go and check it out, then we do it together. You can have anything you want in there. You can have anyone, but I'll be right there with you, because those fantasies were never about fucking in public. Been there, done that, it's-" He shrugged. "Not really a big deal. It'd doing it with you, it's seeing what you like, it's watching you blush for all the right reasons. We can go, but i want to know what you have in mind, because once you get in there, there isn't a lot of talking, and if you want someone to bring in there, we need to find that person out here." It was a lifetime ago that he stood on a balcony with Justin, picking out men they wanted to share, but it felt different, maybe he'd grown up, or maybe it was just life in this dimension, but it was important that they got this right. "what do you want, Gorgeous."