Re: Derek/Emily
Derek wasn't ready for goodbyes, not another one. There had been too many losses. First his job and team, then Garcia, then the idea of children and now Reid. He couldn't say goodbye.
"Because it's not. Maybe they are right, maybe there's something more and we'll see them again. I can't believe that this is it, Em. It's... there has to be more." He had fought the idea of God for so long, argued with Reid on more than one occasion and now he was holding onto this idea, because the alternative was too unbearable.
He looked at the body again, the tears still there. "This is a 'see you later', and he's probably laughing his ass off at all the things he knows now and how clueless we still are. Him and Garcia, sipping a Cosmo while shaking their heads at us."