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Leon Vance ([info]leon_vance) wrote in [info]omega_reality,
@ 2011-12-24 18:06:00

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Entry tags:*complete, 2011 12, character: alexis castle, character: april kepner, character: brian kinney, character: derek morgan, character: dominic vail, character: eliot spencer, character: emily prentiss, character: g callen, character: john connor, character: marty deeks, character: nell jones, character: robert callen, character: sam hanna, character: savannah monroe, character: sean hanna, character: tim riggins, character: troy bolton, dead: clay morrow, dead: eric beale, dead: gemma morrow, dead: jenna hanna, dead: kensi blye, dead: leon vance, dead: mike renko, dead: nick green, dead: sheldon cooper, dead: spencer reid, dead: tyra collette

RP: Christmas Eve
Who: Everyone
Where: The chapel and then the rec room
When: Christmas Eve
Summary:

Leon had gone through the service much like a real Methodist service would have gone, using Christmas songs instead of hymns, going through the step in a very non ecumenical way to make sure everyone felt included, but really besides the Creed and the Our Father, everything else was pretty relaxed. The important part was the sermon, the part that made him uncomfortable. Sure, he could pretend to be a minister, but he wasn't one and there was a different quality when you were lying in front of God, but he could give them something he rarely gave people: a piece of the truth.

"If we were in a real church, you'd be listening to the birth of Jesus and the importance of his coming, but those of us who've gone to church through the years have heard those sermons more than ones, and those who don't go don't feel any comfort from it, so I'll tell you about a different story and the thanks given are not just to God. Like all story on Christmas, it starts with a boy born in Chicago, who spent a few years in Ohio and went back Chicago. We were Southern Baptists," he said, smiling at Savannah. "We had our church, the white folks had their own, even though we were all Baptists. Things weren't any better in Chicago. If anything the discrimination was worse. I was determined to get out of there. I started my career when I picked a college, but without knowing a sealed my faith. Everything became classified, my school, the military branch I belong to, the missions. Only a few people have seen my real file. Then there's a second life, a legent, a cover, a life that everyone else knows. Even my wife and kids only know what's in the second file. Only one person ever figured out that I couldn't be in the branch I said I was. When we came here, it was just another cover, another life, and then slowly people arrived, and suddenly I was responsible for people who never lived this life.

"Tonight we celebrate the birth of a man who gave everything for us, who died for us, but as any parent in this room and some who aren't parents know, giving your life for someone isn't the ultimate sacrifice. Taking a life to protect someone is the real sacrifice, and this is what I forgot. Some of us have done this so long that we don't remember why it's such a sacrifice, but watching many of the faces in this room reminded me of that fact." He stopped as Savannah got up and moved through the chairs to leave the house. It was time to bring this to an end it seemed.

"You've made this sacrifice, but tonight is a night of rebirth, a night where we rely on God's love and the love of the ones around us to take the first step, to move forward, because that sacrifice shouldn't be in vain, it shouldn't annihilate all the good that's in us. Each one of you has contributed so much to this team, but it's your personalities, your care, your love that has turned a group of people into something close to family and I want to thank you for that." He nodded toward Brian and watched him go, but this had been planned. "If we were in some other church, we would sing a last song and go home. I'm sure you're tired, want to get some rest for tomorrow, but before we do that, I have a little something as a personal thank you. If you could please, put your coats on and follow me."

He took his own coat and walked to the rec center. This was the reason why he had spent a lot of time with Brian, making more than a few trips into the city, but seeing the final product for the first time made it worth it. Much like at the base, Brian had used little to turn this into 'a club'. The living room floor was much the same as the other houses, but that's where the similarities ended. The walls were covered in shiny red wrapping paper. The kitchen's counter was a bar. There were two sectionals covered with colored fabrics. In the corner sat the stage: a drum set, a sax, a keyboard and a guitar with bows were standing there. Brian, with John's help, had sat up lights and speakers.

"I hear someone wanted a game room. In the small bedroom, we have a TV, game system, controllers and all of that. There's a small weight room where the master room should be. The last bedroom is a small movie theater with a giant TV, DVD, computer hook ups. This is my gift to all of you, and Mr. Hanna, yes, you can start playing for the night," he said with a smile.



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April/?
[info]april_kepner
2011-12-22 10:27 pm UTC (link)
The rec house looked amazing, and April wanted to be happy about it, to take as much pleasure in this as she had in the club on the base. That, however, simply wasn't possible. She could smile or laugh at things Eliot said or Nick did, but that true happiness that would make her want to take part in a celebration like this just wasn't there inside her. The talk of their sacrifice hadn't helped either and so she looked around and smiled and sneaked out of the house as soon as she could get away with it, thinking she'd go back when she'd collected herself again.

Outside, she wrapped her arms around her body, trying to shield off the cold. It wasn't the cold that bothered her the most but the words the Director had said ringing false in her ears. On most days she could ignore it, pretend it wasn't there, focus on everything else and save those feelings for the night when she was alone. If it got too bad she knew that Eliot would be there there for her, but she didn't want to just lean on him when he needed support as well. She could still see the pain in his eyes and knew how deeply he mourned, so how could she impose on him when there wasn't anything he could say or do to make her feel better?

The Director spoke of sacrifice, but how could taking a life be a sacrifice? They could talk about the pain of killing, when in the end the real victims were those who died - or rather those left behind? She wanted to believe Eliot when he said she was still a moral person, someone who had just done what was necessary, but there was a part of her who couldn't accept that she could kill so easily.

Leaning against the wall she took a deep breath, then two and three and four, looking for that something inside her which allowed her to pretend that all was well.

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Re: April/John
[info]johnbaum
2011-12-23 08:30 am UTC (link)
John had known about the rec house. Brian had needed his help and he had been happy to give it, especially when things like putting this together or planning the wedding for Jenna and Dom made Brian so happy. He bitched about the things he disagreed with, but this was what he loved doing. And it would be good for everyone to have a place to go to relax.

But, not everyone seemed ready for that just now. John hadn't missed Savannah's departure and he worried over what might be wrong. But, he'd also seen Callen go after her, so hopefully things would be okay. April slipped out of the rec house shortly after they arrived, however, and this time it was John who excused himself for a moment and followed after.

"Hey," he called softly, coming up beside her and placing his good hand lightly on her arm. "You okay?"

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Re: April/John
[info]april_kepner
2011-12-23 08:49 am UTC (link)
April had her eyes closed when John spoke, and it said something for Sam's training that through all that she was feeling, she was still utterly aware of someone coming out before he uttered a word.

At the question though, she faltered. It would be so easy to lie and said she was fine. It was what they all did, wasn't it? She could see it in their behavior, she'd been there long enough. Whatever might be going on the answer to the question of how you were was always fine. Instead of lying however, she just shook her head.

"I will be," she said. "I just need time." She hoped that was true at least. Some days she thought it was.

She opened her eyes and looked at him, giving him a small smile. "It just got a bit much," she said. "At first all that talk of sacrifice, as if we were the victims. Then rewarding us with this-" she gestured towards the house. "It just doesn't feel right."

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Re: April/John
[info]johnbaum
2011-12-23 09:02 am UTC (link)
At her response, John could only nod his understanding. He remembered vividly what that feeling was like and the sort of guilt that never left, no matter how many talks he and Sam had about it. Crossing his arms because the cast made it difficult to put his hands in his pocket, he leaned his back against the wall beside her.

"It never feels right," he said, leaning his head back as well so he could watch the sky as he spoke. "It's not that we're vicitms, exactly. But, I think some part of us dies, especially that first time. Maybe every time after. We give up a little more of our innocence, a part of us we'll never get back. That's what we sacrifice."

Sighing, he debated saying anything, but in the end, he thought it might help her to hear it. "I was sixteen the first time I took a man's life. I can still remember it in vivid detail today. I didn't shoot him. He broke into our house, tied my mom and I up. He was looking for computer equipment and he had a gun. He was beating my mom and there was this old fashioned heater, the kind with pipes that coil back and forth. There was an edge of metal and I kept sawing away at the zip ties holding my hands behind my back. When I got free, all I could think of was keeping him from hitting my mom again. I strangled him. I can still remember the feeling of his breath stopping against the skin on the back of my hand."

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Re: April/John
[info]april_kepner
2011-12-23 09:29 am UTC (link)
"Sixteen?" April replied slightly horrified, thinking of Nick and how very young he was. It pained her that they were so young and had still been in situations where they were forced to do things like this. "Oh John! I'm so sorry you had to go through that," she said softly, placing her hand on his good arm, wanting to hug him but not wanting to cause him pain from his injured arm either.

Of course now she felt utterly selfish instead. Here she was pitying herself when there were so many others who'd had it worse. "How did you..." get over it was the wrong word, because she didn't think you could get over something like that so she searched for another word. "learn to live with it?"

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Re: April/John - [info]johnbaum, 2011-12-23 09:36 pm UTC
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G and Savannah
[info]g_callen
2011-12-23 08:50 am UTC (link)
G didn't think twice about getting up and following Savannah out of the chapel when she left. Savannah of the Borg was growing more and more worrisome. But, there hadn't been a time to pull her aside. She was never around to pull aside for one thing. It seemed she spent most of her days wandering the property and avoiding conversation, while G was continually pulled in different directions taking care of things that needed to be done for the team.

But, G was only at the service because his team would expect it and no one would expect him to sit there and not take care of Savannah when she left like that. So, he felt no responsibility to let her go this time. Catching up to her easily, he let his hand rest at the small of her back. "What's wrong?" he asked. "Are you feeling alright? Just tired?"

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Re: G and Savannah
[info]savannah_monroe
2011-12-23 05:29 pm UTC (link)
Savannah had half expected Marty to come after her, mostly because he seemed to think that staying close meant that suddenly they were all fine and those people would come back to life. She almost mentioned that it was the wrong liturgical period; he should wait for Easter, but that meant discussing religion some more and Marty had clearly said that her God, which she was pretty sure was the same as the Catholics, wasn't worth worshiping, making any discussion pointless.

Still, when she turned, she was smiling, not a real smile, but polite enough. It didn't change when she saw G. "No, I'm fine. I'm not tired." She turned a little pointing with a finger toward the house. "That's what's wrong. When I thought we couldn't get any lower, I had to sit through a fake service, by a fake minister with people who, in the past year, have never been to Church unless someone got married or died, and I really couldn't think of anything more sinful and blasphemous than that. I might go to hell, but at least it's going to be for my own actions. That's just-" She shook her head. "I want nothing to do with it."

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Re: G and Savannah
[info]g_callen
2011-12-23 11:04 pm UTC (link)
G couldn't help blinking at her response. The momentary relief that she wasn't feeling ill was replaced with confusion and disappointment that something he'd suggested had so offended her. The plastic smile only made him heartsick on top of it.

"I see," he replied calmly. "Well, I apologize for offending you. It was my suggestion. Christmas Eve services had seemed so important to you before. I knew you'd never be allowed to go to services in town as it would break our cover. I thought if there was some remembrance of the spiritual nature of the holiday it might help. So, I made the suggestion to Vance. It was only supposed to be an option for those who wanted the comfort of religion. I didn't mean to offend you." He shrugged. He wasn't going to argue about anyone's lack of faith when he had none. While G thought a lot of people who didn't regularly attend services needed that comfort in times of trouble and often found a renewed faith that stayed with them long after, it would be pointless to argue that with her in this kind of mood.

It was the one lesson G had learned with absolute certainty. When it came to religion, Savannah would always be right and he would always be wrong because if it didn't fit her views of faith, it was wrong. Black and white, simple as that. She had no room for the greys of real life.

"But, since I'd rather spend the time with you, myself, why don't I walk you back to your house. Haven't seen much of you lately. Partially my own fault, I know."

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Re: G and Savannah
[info]savannah_monroe
2011-12-23 11:19 pm UTC (link)
"You aren't insulting me. We are insulting God. I wanted to go to a real church with a real minister, where the service meant something." She stopped because this had the premises of becoming another discussion about religion, the type of discussion she wanted to avoid with Marty, and even more so with G. "Look, I get that for you it doesn't matter, but religions aren't interchangeable. When I promised God to raise our children as Catholic, I took that promise seriously. I was even discussing converting with Marty, and that would make things easier; I could go to a Catholic church, but religion means something to me. I'm not going to convert because it's convenient. So thank you for thinking that this would help, but it's not some vague spiritual aspect, it's a Christian holiday, and that in there wasn't religion, but a show. This... this is insulting to believers, but to God most of all."

Savannah sighed, and then shook her head. "Don't worry about it. I know you're busy." Usually she would have been the one going over, making sure that they were doing all right, but she was too disenchanted to do that now. If he wanted to talk, they would eventually, because she didn't know what to say to him right now.

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Re: G and Savannah
[info]g_callen
2011-12-24 02:17 am UTC (link)
G pursed his lips, not interested in arguing about insults to a being he didn't believe in and therefore didn't think could be insulted. Savannah, he cared about insulting. A God he had no faith in the existence of? Not at all.

"There are different kinds of believers, Savannah, and not all of them share the same beliefs. Despite my own lack of faith, I am, actually, capable of seeing the differences between their faiths and their religions. But, that's the problem, they're all different. Nothing is going to appease everyone. We can only do our best to give them a little of those things they share. That was the intent. I can't speak to the execution, but my intentions in making the suggestion were never about mocking or simply swapping one thing for another. It was supposed to be about bringing everyone together to remember those parts of their faith they do share."

Echoing her sigh, he just stood there, waiting for her to start walking home. "I'm not busy now. So, there's nothing to worry about. Vance is taking a more active role in being in charge, he can deal with the social niceties we both know give me hives. And, I can walk my girl home and steal a few minutes of time with her before she forgets what I look like or that I exist."

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Re: G and Savannah
[info]savannah_monroe
2011-12-25 02:20 am UTC (link)
Savannah nodded. "I know what you think. I know what a lot of people think, which is why I don't want to talk to them." She squeezed his hand. "I don't know if there's anything to find. I don't think there is. It was like when I transferred school. It was my choice; it was what I wanted, but I also knew that it meant saying goodbye to my parents and sister. It was hard, but it was something that I had to do. This is the same... well, not the same. My parents were wrong, God isn't. I mean I know I"m doing something that's wrong, something that's horrible. I'm a murderer and I don't care. That's the worse part. I don't care that I'm a murderer."

She stepped closer and put a hand around him, resting her cheek against his chest. "I don't want help. I don't deserve help. I'm a horrible, horrible person and I'm getting ready to raise a child who's damned from birth. I am dooming my own child, G. What is there to say to that? Marty said that I'm not talking about this child or our family anymore, that I'm not excited about the nursery, but how can I have a family? It's bad enough that I'm doing this to one child. I could never do it to other children. And, there's nothing to be excited about. I was supposed to go for my sonogram soon, make sure that the baby is all right. We have no way of knowing if he or she is, and I was trying to find ways to get the sonogram, but then while I was out there, walking around, it occurred to me that maybe it's better this way. I won't know if there's something wrong and we won't do anything to make sure the pregnancy is viable anymore, and if the fetus is no longer viable, maybe I can spare a child from this life. How am I supposed to tell my husband that I pray that I miscarry so that my child doesn't go to hell? He doesn't believe, he doesn't understand. It's justified, he tells me like legal differences matter to God. I can't tell him any of that."

Savannah looked up at G. "He wants the old Savannah back, but that person can't exist anymore. I love him so much, but he married someone else, someone who believed she was a good person, a person who would strive to lead a righteous life because it mattered. I just want to get back into training so I can become even better."

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Re: G and Savannah
[info]g_callen
2011-12-25 03:35 am UTC (link)
"I don't believe that," G said softly. "If you didn't care, this wouldn't be so hard for you. But, you do care. It's not what you want to do. You're going against everything you believe to be right and good. And it hurts. It wouldn't hurt if you didn't care. You wouldn't be mourning the loss of that innocent girl you used to be if you didn't care. That's what this is, Savannah. Mourning."

Hugging her tightly, he sighed then let her go just a little. "Come here, let's sit down, okay?" G moved out to the living room and sat on the sofa, holding his arm out to her in silent invitation to come and join him. "I want you to listen to me, alright? You are not a horrible person. A horrible person wouldn't care about Hell or God. You are a good person who had to do a horrible thing. Good people can be made to do terrible things and bad people can do good things. Those actions have consequences and we've already agreed that I can't tell you whether Hell is one of those or not. But, you're not a horrible person, Savannah."

Sighing again, he just watched her for a moment, seeing the girl he knew in eyes that didn't seem so distant any longer. "I do understand how you feel about the baby, what it's like to think you've doomed the child you love. Do you remember the day you came to tell me about your revised college plan? The day we decided to get you a dog. You'd told me you all about your new plan for life, becoming the best agent you could. You also told me all your dreams had died because you were here. It was the first time I ever heard you sound so much like me and when you left the house I was devastated. The last thing I ever wanted was for you to become like me. I knew then you could do this and do it well and the thought that I would have a hand in destroying your innocence was unbearable. It's hard to look at the future and think about the darkness it will bring. But, I realized that I can only do the best I can to teach you what I believe to be right. In the end, it's still your choice. And it's the same with your child. You will not be the reason he goes to Hell. He...or she...will ultimately be responsible for his own fate through his own choices. No matter what you teach him, the choice to follow those teachings will be his, the consequences will be his. And, that would be the same even if you never did any of this.

"I can't speak for Deeks. But, he loves you, Savannah. And you owe it to both of you to be honest with him about what you're feeling. Especially because training won't start again until after the New Year and the two of you need to find your way together. Training..." G shook his head. "Don't use it as an escape, Savannah. I know the temptation is there to focus on the work and just do what needs to be done. I've been doing it for two weeks, trying to run from my own problems. It doesn't work, though. At the end of the day, the training's done and those thoughts and questions, the grief and confusion, it's all still there and it isn't any easier to live with for having been pushed aside."

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Re: G and Savannah
[info]savannah_monroe
2011-12-25 04:06 am UTC (link)
"But does it matter?" she asked. "We can't change things and we can't fix them. They can never be fixed." She sat down and folded her legs under her, leaning against G. "But does that make me a worse person? It's not that I don't know what's right and wrong. I know! I know what I should be doing, but I ignore it. No one makes me do what I do. You didn't tell me to shoot those people. I did it and would do it again. How am I not a horrible person?"

Savannah nodded. "I remember, but I guess it didn't work out for you, did it? But what if you hadn't trained me? What if I didn't have this choice? Maybe I would be dead, but would it be worse? You would have never taken the risk, and neither will I, but if that's what I teach him or her from birth, the baby will think that it's normal, that shooting is what you do, that killing is all right. This baby will have no real choice, not when the baby will never be exposed to anything else. I had that choice. This baby will never have that." She rubbed her stomach. "I really do pray that something happens, G. It's terrible to say, but it's the truth."

She shook her head. "I can't tell him this, G. He doesn't understand. He thinks God should forgive us and if he believes that, how can he understand why I don't sleep at night, thinking about losing this child? How can he look at me and love me? I wouldn't either if I were in his place. Maybe training can't push away the thoughts and questions away, but maybe if I train enough, my body will do what should be done."

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Nick/Dom
[info]_nick_green
2011-12-23 04:01 pm UTC (link)
Since Thursday night, Nick had been lighting things up and making things dark at random - himself, other people, random spots, whole rooms. Naturally, because the world hated him, his penis kept lighting up like a rainbow glowstick whenever he got horny, which was like all the time. He'd hid out in the house as long as he could, but it was Christmas and April and Eliot were going to the mass thing and it was time to put on a brave front like Sam had said and go out.

Nick wrapped his boxers in aluminum foil just in case.

Once Vance stopped yapping and they were at the new club house, Nick had made a beeline for Dom. He avoided looking at Jenna all together, since he liked his head to remain on his shoulders. "I need Dom," he said, and then dragged Dom away from his wife-to-be to a private corner of the room.

"I'm not reading any more fiction," Nick whispered to Dom once alone. "It made me get a power!"

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Re: Nick/Dom
[info]dom_vail
2011-12-23 05:13 pm UTC (link)
Dom was confused, but with Nick, it seemed that it wasn't so unlikely, because he came out of nowhere with things that made no sense unless you were following his thought patterns, and as with every teenager, those patterns were as illogical as you could get.

"Well, getting a power isn't that bad. Sure, it's hard to control at the beginning, but it can be really cool. I still don't see how the book gave you powers," he said, amused. "And what power did you get?"

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Re: Nick/Dom
[info]_nick_green
2011-12-23 05:43 pm UTC (link)
"The book turned my dick into a lightsaber. It was mortifying." Nick kept his voice as low as possible, because he didn't need everyone to know his spooge now lit up the bathroom. "April says it's something to do with light, which is true since I make all sorts of things light up or go dark at random, but is also bad because I made April's butt look like a neon pink sign when she walked out of the room the other day."

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Re: Nick/Dom
[info]dom_vail
2011-12-23 05:56 pm UTC (link)
Dom snorted. "Yeah, I'm sure the book didn't do that. Hormones did. That and the fact that you're only looking at women as opposed to dating them, but that's a discussion for a different time."

He leaned against the wall. "Tell me about this power. How do you manipulate the light? Can yo manipulate the light or is it unconscious? The answer might not be to stop reading, but to learn to concentrate on things other than boobs and asses, and then you'll be able to control the light."

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Jenna/Alexis
[info]j_hanna
2011-12-23 07:11 pm UTC (link)
She had to admit, for all his stubbornness and attempt to make the wedding bigger and flashier than she wanted it, Brian was really good at what he did. The rec house looked fantastic, and she couldn't imagine a better Christmas present for her brother than this. Of course it wasn't just for him, but for all of them, and as far as she was concerned a badly needed one at that. If it made her relax a bit about the wedding then that was only a bonus, it was turning out to be a lot more stressful than she'd ever imagined. How hard could a dress and a cake be? Apparently very and there was a million other little things which she hadn't given any thought nor really saw the need for.

Tonight she wasn't going to think too much about the wedding though, but on Christmas. She was also, she told herself, actually make an effort to talk to the people she had up until now mostly ignored. She'd been too distant and with this life being the one she had, she needed to change that.

She looked around the room, and noticed Alexis standing off to the side not really talking to anyone. Smiling she approached her. "Hi," she said. "What do you think of all this. Brian's done a marvelous job, hasn't he?"

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Re: Jenna/Alexis
[info]alexis_castle
2011-12-23 07:22 pm UTC (link)
Alexis wasn't a stranger to Jenna. She did live with her brother, but she hadn't actually spoken to her other than the general 'hello' and 'goodbye' that you said to people you met daily, and that was why she was surprised when Jenna approached her, but she still smiled at the other woman.

"Hello." She looked at the room. "This is very nice, and we have a band again, we can start playing. It's more than I expected, and yes, Brian is very good at what he does. It's the commentary that's not always safe," she said, laughing, "but if you don't listen to what he says, what he does is really sweet."

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Re: Jenna/Alexis
[info]j_hanna
2011-12-23 07:45 pm UTC (link)
She could see the surprise, and maybe she should have done this long ago but she wasn't the type to make random smalltalk. But these people were her team and she needed to make an effort.

She laughed at the comment. "Isn't that too true?" she said with a smile, having now been around Brian more than she had since getting here. "But yes, he does do a lot more for us than he'd most likely want to admit."

"What did you think of the service?" Though granted it was strange with a fake service, it was a nice idea.

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Re: Jenna/Alexis
[info]alexis_castle
2011-12-23 08:28 pm UTC (link)
"More than people realize," she said, "but I think he likes it that way. He wants people to know how awesome he is without noticing that he's making everyone's life a little better. That can be our Christmas gift to him: we can pretend we didn't notice."

Alexis hadn't thought much of the service. She had gone because there was nothing to do and being around people was better than sitting alone at home, even if she didn't talk to a lot of people. After a moment, she shrugged. "We're not religious. I never go. It was... weird, but I guess it was worth sitting through it for this. I supposed that we have to know what it's all about since we are some kind of Christian community, but I hope we don't do this often." Or ever again. She knew what it was like, they could skip it from ow on.

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Re: Jenna/Alexis - [info]j_hanna, 2011-12-23 08:46 pm UTC
Re: Jenna/Alexis - [info]alexis_castle, 2011-12-23 08:53 pm UTC
Re: Jenna/Alexis - [info]j_hanna, 2011-12-23 09:09 pm UTC
Re: Jenna/Alexis - [info]alexis_castle, 2011-12-23 09:17 pm UTC
Re: Jenna/Alexis - [info]j_hanna, 2011-12-23 09:41 pm UTC
Re: Jenna/Alexis - [info]alexis_castle, 2011-12-23 09:46 pm UTC
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Re: Jenna/Alexis - [info]alexis_castle, 2011-12-23 10:36 pm UTC
Re: Jenna/Alexis - [info]j_hanna, 2011-12-24 08:23 am UTC
Re: Jenna/Alexis - [info]alexis_castle, 2011-12-24 08:27 am UTC
Brian/John
[info]b_kinney
2011-12-23 07:42 pm UTC (link)
Brian didn't give a fuck about the service. He'd sat through Mass with his mother, but it never meant anything to him. Or it used to, long ago, before he realized that according to his mother's God, he was an abomination. After that, he'd said 'fuck you' to religion and to a few priests, some had taking him up on that, too. No, religion wasn't important. This was. Not that he liked making people happy. He liked people to know how talented he was; that's all.

There was one person that he didn't need to impress, because he had been helping all along. Brian saw John come back inside, and he went to his lover. Brian put his hands on John's hips and pulled him closer. "It's Christmas. You're not supposed to look so serious."

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Re: Brian/John
[info]johnbaum
2011-12-23 10:45 pm UTC (link)
John chuckled quietly as he put one arm around Brian and rested the one in the cast on top of Brian's arm. "I'm not, huh? Another area of life you're going to have to provide me with an education in, I guess." John couldn't even remember the last time they'd taken the time to celebrate Christmas at home and he'd time jumped over last year's...and a few others. "What would I do without you, hm?"

He teased, but in the back of his mind it was a real question he didn't want to contemplate answering because he knew some day he'd be without Brian and that thought was becoming harder and harder to consider as each day passed. Glancing around the room, he noted the little groups of conversations with a pleased smile. "So, you're a hit again?"

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Re: Brian/John
[info]b_kinney
2011-12-23 11:06 pm UTC (link)
"No, you're not, and you'd be even more boring than you are now," he said, seriously, before kissing John softly. "I'll teach you to have fun, if it's the last thing I do. I even got you to smoke pot. Did you ever think you'd do that?" Of course, John was talking about covers, but Brian was willing to bet that his cover would have been very different if they weren't fucking.

"Of course I am. Was there ever any doubt? No one else has any taste. No matter how crappy, it's still better than anything they could come up with." He chuckled. "One day, I'll show you Babylon and then you'll understand."

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Re: Brian/John
[info]johnbaum
2011-12-24 12:55 am UTC (link)
John smiled against Brian's lips. "Mm, no. Wouldn't want that. Guess, I'll have to pay more attention to these lessons of yours in fun." Chuckling, he shook his head. He had no plans on smoking it again. He knew the health risks and, quite frankly, the stuff tasted and smell like shit. But, he couldn't say smoking pot with Brian that once had been a bad experience. "Pretty much never thought it," he agreed, stepping only far enough away to take Brian's hand and make his way over to one of the sofas.

"Nope. Never doubted you," he continued, sitting down. "One day." The chances of that happening weren't good. They still came from different worlds and, while John couldn't turn his back on his own, he also couldn't ever take Brian away from his. It sucked. A part of him still wanted to be able to know that when he went back to his world Brian would be safe and happy in his Babylon. A larger part wished he could be there to see it for himself. "But, for now, I'll just take your word for it and watch you do your thing here. So, what do you usually do for Christmas at home? Go to Babylon? Do you spend it with Michael and his family?"

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Re: Brian/John - [info]b_kinney, 2011-12-24 01:22 am UTC
Re: Brian/John - [info]johnbaum, 2011-12-24 02:56 am UTC
Re: Brian/John - [info]b_kinney, 2011-12-24 03:15 am UTC
Re: Brian/John - [info]johnbaum, 2011-12-24 05:20 am UTC
Re: Brian/John - [info]b_kinney, 2011-12-24 05:35 am UTC
Re: Brian/John - [info]johnbaum, 2011-12-24 07:23 am UTC
Re: Brian/John - [info]b_kinney, 2011-12-24 08:07 am UTC
Re: Brian/John - [info]johnbaum, 2011-12-24 10:00 pm UTC
Re: Brian/John - [info]b_kinney, 2011-12-24 10:51 pm UTC
Re: Brian/John - [info]johnbaum, 2011-12-25 12:05 am UTC
Re: Brian/John - [info]b_kinney, 2011-12-25 12:55 am UTC


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