Honestly, I'm regretting the distraction now. I should've paid more attention, but if I'm looking for silver linings to my huge mistake, at least you're in my life again.
On the subject of huge mistakes. I hope you don't forgive me, I don't deserve that. I have no excuse. I was hung up on him for so long, even when we were together, it wasn't fair to you. I'm sorry.
I didn't love you like I should have and I regret that.
Neither was I, but I'm not going to waste the opportunity if I get it this time.
Please, we both know I can't stay away from trouble.