"If you let fear rule your life, you get caught up in the past-" he continued and paused to shrug. "Then you might as well march right over to HYDRA and give yourself up. Because if you can't make it through this rough patch, then those assholes that fucked up your life will win. Fuck 'em, Drew, they aren't worth getting yourself killed over. So you feel trapped by HYDRA and you're stuck in the city. Okay then find something that matters to you, something to believe in, and bonus points if it fucks with the people who fucked you up. Find your passion and survive just to spite them." He raised his glass in a salute to her, confident that Jessica would make it through, even if she wasn't. He drained his glass and slapped it back down on the table. "Besides, Drew, if you do something stupid and get yourself offed, who am I gonna drink with?"