This was a new and strange position for her to be in. Sitting in the corner nursing a beer she had been drinking since the beginning of the party. It wasn't that it wasn't a good party everyone seemed to be having fun and Kitty was right it really wasn't good for her to hold her self up all the time with Joe. These days there was rarely a moment when he wasn't strapped to her. This was the first time she had been away from him longer than a few minutes and she was going back and forth from enjoying the freedom to crushing guilt to complete panic.
She wished she could be in two places at once, she wished she wasn't checking her phone every few minutes waiting for an appropriate time to call Nick again, she wish it was easier to go back to her old party moving self and stop being sad and angry all the time but most of all she wished this dude would stop telling her about his band and looking down her shirt.
"Cool story bro," She finally said knocking back the rest of her beer and handing him an empty bottle. "You know what else is a cool story? My vagina took three weeks to even look semi normal after pushing two little humans into the universe and I haven't peed the same since! Funny right? No? Oh you gotta go, you don't want to tell me more about your band? Okay buh bye then."