"Maybe it's better if you do," She finally said. "I'm no mother I can't even protect my children. I was never meant to be a mother."
She shook her she rested her head against the wall behind her tears still running down her face. She felt defeated and not at all like her usual self. There were only so many blows she could take.
"I know who took her too but it's like you said. He's gone, long gone. I'm never going to see Magneto again. I don't even know if Pietro is alive but this is so much worse cause I can feel her and it hurts so much Nick. Like a tv that's on and you can't find where it's coming from. I know she's alive but I can't see her or hold her and it's killing me. You're right. I'm never going to see Pietro again cause Magneto is long gone and we don't have the physical evidence to prove he even made it off the planet. But at least I can mourn him but her? She's still here and that's somehow worse."
She began to cry again and covered her face with her free hand as if whens eh opened her eyes it would all go back to normal.At some point before she went on her innocent walk she had a thought. A devilish thought that hadn't been on her mind since she was younger. She deserved this.
"I'm not meant to be a mother because I was never meant to have any of this. I was never meant to be happy cause everything I touch turns to shit. You guys were so right, you never said it out loud but I knew, you thought me and Pietro would end with one of us hurt but I went for it anyway. And you were right I'm hurt, real bad. But it's not his fault its mine. I just keep thinking what did I do that was so horrible that I can't have anything good or anyone that makes me a better person. What did I do Nick? Because if it was so terrible then I deserve this but they don't so why did I have them, what was the point?" She shook her head again and sobbed "I know I am not the first person to experience a loss of a child or a husband and I am so unbelievably sorry that I lost it on all those people. But the fact that there were people gloating over my pain and my loss. I couldn't take it anymore."