"I mean, uh, before," Tony tried, already wincing and really wishing she had just let it drop rather than forcing him to find an excuse for himself. That didn't come easily. He swallowed tightly then quickly continued, before they dwelt on it any further and that pinch in Pepper's expression worsened to anger, "How're you feeling? You know," taking care to gesture to his chest, then swept his hand downward. Physically, he meant. Emotionally was much more complicated and probably deserved an expert, or at least someone with more experience.