Nick was mildly surprised that Tony actually remembered his first date, since he figured there'd been a helluva lot more since. His own reply to the question was little more than a shrug and an explanation of, "Same girl I first slept with. Not much of a date, really." He sat back and closed his eyes for a moment as a slight buzzing sounded in his earpiece, but it dissipated and he was disappointed. "Uh, biggest fear," he said and then answered with surprising honesty, "Not death. I can't say I'm not afraid of it, that would be fucking crazy. But I'm always ready for it. What I am really afraid of, though, is leaving this world worse off than I found it. Of fucking it all up, even though I mean well."