If Brodie had known, even suspected Jamie had called him his boyfriend in front of someone else, he'd probably feel such a level of happiness that could not be described trough words, common or no. But he didn't, and he was still quite afraid that this was just...sex. Or working up towards just sex. Not that it stopped him at the moment, at all.
With the other hand that wasn't wrapped around Jamie, Brodie felt Jamie's body with soft, fleeting touches here and there. He was still kind of incredulous that this was really happening.
Brodie smiled into the kiss when he felt Jamie's hands playing with the button of his jeans, especially since it did not look at all like he was interested in undoing it.
But it didn't matter either way. Brodie was feeling things he hadn't felt in a long time, or maybe that he hadn't felt at all; whatever Jamie did or didn't do, Brodie just wanted him here. Like this.