Julian Blackwood (synapticstatic) wrote in nybynightic, @ 2020-10-04 00:56:00 |
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Entry tags: | activity type: log/thread, character: chiyu umeda, character: julian blackwood |
Not until the screaming had started in his head. The feeling of burning alive.
At first he had just thought it was just the after-effects of the shift of the power and generation of his blood still taking place. Which he had to wonder if other clans went through the same after committing diablerie or if it was just a Malkavian thing—not that he was about to ask around. But then Micah had called to make sure he wasn't at the Blue Velvet because it was burning down which explained the screams and the invisible flames licking at his skin. At least it wasn't a new type of crazy.
Not that there weren't plenty of other screams going on in his head alongside of those. So Julian had taken time to process before he decided it was time to go back to Connie's for a while. Micah had been making sure he had everything he needed but he had been gone long enough and he did have farther choices to make.
Upon returning he headed up to his room. The first thing he did was cover up the mirror so he didn't end up lashing out at it at some point which could very well happen. He had done broken all the ones at Micah's place when he had first woken up and was trying to block the screams out. The next thing he did was just fall down face first on his bed. Everyone just seemed so very loud. Those home pushing in on him whether they meant to or not.