Remus looked at the other man, mouth dry. "Sirius- if he dies, they'll kill me. I don't question that," he said softly as he swallowed. The wolf worried, feeling his stomach clench. "If something I did got you killed... I would never forgive myself. Even in death," he said softly. "I love you. I want to bind myself to you one day and grow old with you. But if you're dead, I can't do that," he pointed out. His logic wasn't at it's strongest, and his words were still slurred.