"I wanted to leave so badly Sirius. I wanted to run away. And I let myself hurt myself in the process," he said, looking up at the other man. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry," he confessed softly as he leaned in and kissed the other man. He kissed Sirius for a while, finally pulling back. "You taste different. You're not like peppermint anymore. I do not approve of this Joe Shmoe," Remus decided. But deep within the green eyes before him was Sirius. He could see the light that was his lover inside, and that gave him warmth. A few beats passed before he spoke. "Is.... is it terrible that I just wondered if you're bigger in your normal form?" he asked.