He was so tired. The potions made him drowsy, but not taking the potions made his skin go into flame. Remus looked up at his lover, holding his arms around the other man and feeling the other's kiss on his head. "I thought they were going to kill me. And the NAA will kill me if Grindelwald dies. And if he lives... then I'll have to stay as his nurse. We need to leave Sirius, we need to leave before he dies or wakes up," he said softly, his knees weak. He slumped into the other man, eyes closed as he panted. "I just need to lie down for a moment. I'll be fine, I promise," Remus said as he nuzzled Sirius's neck.