If anything, Allison would only see a flash of guilt in her sister's eyes. Now that she'd reconnected with her siblings, she felt bad about some of the things she'd said about them in her book. And, of course, with Allison, there was an extra helping of guilt for nearly killing her and leaving her mute for months.
Vanya hadn't had the opportunity to get to know Ray and wished she had. From what she'd heard, he was a good man and Allison deserved that. "Part of me wishes I had found any of you sooner," she said. It had been difficult to adjust to life in the 60s when she had no memories of who she was. On the other hand, if she'd found her siblings and potentially regained her memories, she wouldn't have fallen in love with Sissy. And while that may have been better for Sissy and Harlan in the long run given how things turned out, she was glad to have had that experience.
"What do you think is going to happen when we get back?" she asked. "With the whole Sparrow Academy thing?" She could only assume their time travel had somehow screwed up everything, though if it meant Ben was alive, she wasn't sure if she could regret it.