Nathan swallowed hard at the mention of his Peter, god that hurt so deeply he didn't think the scar of it would ever heal. "It's my fault too," he said softly, "I should have been stronger, fought what I felt harder. Maybe he would have been stronger."
His voice caught on a sob. "I let everyone down Peter and now God is punishing me but making sure I'm alone and unable to die. Not only that but I let dad down too by not being born with powers."