This is gorgeous, Mystery Author, in that painful break-you kind of way. I do love the boys during this fucked up time--such beautiful angst.
God, I remember this Roman. So needing Deniz to be something he wasn't and so desperate of this, that he was blind and couldn't see who Deniz actually was and you captured that hindsight perfectly.
And Deniz, oh Deniz. Fucked-up gorgeous Deniz with the drugs to forget and the women who were uncomplicated. And I absolutely loved this line:
Seemed so twisted that he could sleep with ten women and it would always feel the same, but that he could sleep with one person ten times and it would always feel different.
Really lovely character studies, MA! <3333
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