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Tweak says, "Who said I was double-jointed?"

Asher (ashermc) wrote in newhaven_mesg,
@ 2016-02-15 21:30:00

Entry tags:

!february2016, asher mccain, cassie taylor, remi beauregard, tate dixon

[Remi | Cassie | Profesor Dixon]
Well clearly I am not good at being in the closet or Roxy Kekoa thinks I like being pegged....

Shut up Remi...

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Asher/Remi

ashermc
2016-02-16 03:49 am UTC (link)

Or maybe I could start thinking defensively...

Remi I don't know if I can do this much longer. I'm so tired of having to be so careful all the time. I'm tired of not being able to be who I want to be. I'm tired of...

I'm tired of wondering if maybe one of the reasons that you run off with Professor Ramsay has something to do with me not being able to give you what you need. Because I can't be what you need if I am shoved so far deep in the closet. I can't be what anyone needs. Not even myself...

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	Asher/Remi reregard 2016-02-16 03:53 am UTC (link)
	~~Shit. Shit shit shit shit shit~~ Please don't say that. Don't worry about the Professor or any of that. Are you saying you're thinking about coming out? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Asher/Remi

ashermc
2016-02-16 04:02 am UTC (link)

Shouldn't I worry though? I mean... Is playing in the closet with me really going to be enough for you?

The thought has crossed my mind on more than one occasion. And it does terrify me. But... There has to be something I can do. I'm not a kid anymore. Or a teenager. They can't... They can't force me away again... I just. I'm going to talk to Professor Dixon. Maybe they cut me off... So I become a servita next quarter? I'm sure Professor Dixon or someone would...

If that happens... Promise me you won't let my brother win me at auction. Even if you don't want to be with me anymore. Even if I'm not what you want. Just... Promise me.

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	Asher/Remi reregard 2016-02-16 04:14 am UTC (link)
	Ash. If they cut you off I will claim you in a heartbeat. What just happened here? It's so serious ~~I can't~~ Listen, I gotta go but text me later, ok? Let me know how you're doing? We can meet up. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Asher/Remi ashermc 2016-02-16 04:22 am UTC (link)
	Good. I'd hate to have to be claimed by a straight woman. I think I'm shaking a little in my pants, but the prospect of coming out and being free is... very much appealing? I don't know... I need to think. Yeah... I'll text you later. You can stop by whenever. Caden is still at Eliza's. ~~If you want to stop by~~ (Reply to this) (Parent)

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