"I don't.. I don't want kids, though, Mark. I want Kirby. I'm not ashamed of this, I- I... I'm pissed off. I'm pissed off that I want this now. I'm pissed off that I.. care so much about this tiny, little person who has no business being in my life. And I'm pissed off that the man I love won't let me keep him in my life. That I want something I can't have. Something that doesn't fit into my life. At all."