This is my behavior being changed for the better. But what's better for me isn't better for you and I get that. I kind of don't care about that part, and I get that's where the pretending to be someone likable comes in, but I kind of can't do that right now. I can't pretend to be anything right now.
But being around Lenore makes me a better person and I'm going to keep doing that until she finds something better.