Iestyn let out a shaky breath, only able to hear Lucifer's whisper in his ear- Won't your family be so ashamed of you. Abomination. Pervert. Sick.
It was so hard, so hard, to verbalise his pain over this. "You don't know what I-" He could feel the gag in the back of his throat, a reminder of that nights spent vomiting his guts up and shivering on the bathroom floor. "I- I just wanted to get it over-"
David dropped his gaze and rubbed his hand across his face, trying not to tear up over this new uncovered wound.