Adrian considered that but finally he shook his head. "No, I- If I'm going to be edgy every time he walks into a room he should hear this. I mean, if you want," he said to Nicholas.
"Only if you're sure it's okay." It was obvious Nicholas wanted to be there for Jesse, however, considering the way he immediately pulled over a stool and sat as close to Jesse as possible.
Adrian sighed and he started pacing, forgetting about sitting down himself. "Uhm. It happened after you were gone, just- Just so you don't feel guilty thinking you could have stopped it, okay?" God his hands were shaking and he felt like he might vomit. "I never talk about this and this is now the second time I've spoken about it this month," he groaned. "Do you remember our neighbour from a few doors down? John?"